Good Evening Everyone,
I would like to say thank-you to all my prayer partners and worriers(I hope I spelled the word correctly). I'm back home now from the doctors. Yes, I must admit I was pretty upset and going crazy. I don't have a job. There is very little food in our apartment. I mean my son and I have very little of any thing in our apartment. But, I have applied for work at 3 temp agencies and I have sent my resumes out to people. I have also posted my resumes on different sites. I haven't heard anything from anyone yet. I allowed my son to go to his friend's house so that he can eat and sometimes take showers. I asked him "am I a bad mother" I actually cried. Because he told me that's not even on his mind. I'm the best mom ever. I don't know what to do now. I am praying and believing that God's going to work this out for us. I haven't even heard about the car that was suppose to be given to me. I know I need to keep a place for me and my son. I'm not asking for a hand out. I'm wanting to work to take care of me and my son. My doctor is giving me my medication so I don't have to pay. Please I am asking for prayers in my situations. Thank-you in advance.
Good Moring everyone,
I have appled for more jobs online and I still I haven't got an answer. My son and I don't have moneyfor school. My son let's me know he's asking and hes'taking food off people tray. God please help me with a joy so I by my son some food and a warmer clothes. He' still have to wear his summer clothes. I have no money for clothes for him. He asked is friend for a pair of socks. Hi friend gave him a pair of boxers and a Tshirt. He washes it out and hang it up so it will be dry so he can wear it the next day. He went to a firend's house yesterday to eat and took a shower, I just use the clod water. Cut please pray for a job please just a permanet (I hope I messed it right) please help me God...please
Good Morning,
Well I was getting ready to see my doctor. I have to walk 1 1/2 mile to my bus. I put on my jacket and left for my walk to my bus stop. As I turned the corner and walked a little more. There was a guy waiting on me. I didn't answer him when he was talking to me. I also keep him in my eye sight. I begin to run and scream. God help me. I just found out that their was just a murder over here. God I didn't want to be one. I ran like I never ran before. I had to go to see my doctor. She gave me more medication. I spend all day in bed. My son tells me I wake up screaming. My son tells me he doesn't have the proper clothes to wear for winter. I told him it won't be like this always. He does not have any socks and clothes. I know how cold it is I don't have any either. I already fell so bad. God I want a job. I want a permanet job. God please please help my son and me. Please help us Lord. I beg of you please help us.
Good Morning Everyone,
I don't want to be complaining all the time. I'm asking for prayer that God will put people in my way that will help me and my son. God has opened one door. My son who loves to play basketball. I didn't have the money for him to get a physcial. The school is given him one for free. God is good and in charge. I don't have money to give to my son for lunch or breakfast. Please open up a door so my son can eat at school.I'm praying and believing God for a job that will supply our needs. I am thankful to still be here and living. I'm also grateful for finding this website. I don't quiet understand a lot that is happening to me and my son. I'm just asking for mercy and grace as we go through. I pray for you all as well.
God
thank-you for my precious prayer warrior. I'm asking that you touch her life. Thank-you for your blessings and thank you again for this prayer warrior.
Good Morning prayer warriors and partners. God is good. I would like to thank all you wonderful people. No I haven't recieved any help yet. But, the prayers I have gotten have been so uplifting and calming. So I guess you can say I have gotten a lot of help because my spirte uplifed and feels so good. I have tried to contact different agencies that was suggested to me for help. But, I guess because so many people have "miss used" these different agencies. It truely makes it hard for someone really in need of help and that's a tragic. I ask for your prayers to please continue to come, please as I will continue to pray for you as well. I will look to the hills for where forth cometh my help. Thank-you again
Good Morning Everyone,
It looks like my son and I are going to have to find a shealter to go. Also my son didn't make the basketball team. I'm letting my son go to a friend's house for thankgiving. We don't have the food. Needless to say for thanksgiving I'm not going to celebrate this year. I don't feel like I have much to be thankful for right now. Forgive me I'm not celebrating any holidays this year. I would like to thank everyone who has prayed for me and my son. I am having my second period for this month. I'm bleed as if someone has cut me. I don't have female products to use. I had to cut up some old clothes to use during this time. My doctor just told me it's from all the stress.I have tried to ask for help from the different services. I have been passed from place to place and also "the system isn't design for someone like me", what I have been told. Again thank you for your prayers.
Hi Everyone,
I hope everyone had a nice Thanksgiving. I stayed at home like I said I would. I have come to realize one thing for sure. I want to go home to be with the Lord. I really don't want to be here anymore. My son can go to live with his father. My furniture can be sold and the money given to my son. I have nothing of value to leave him. I'm tried. I'm not strong like Job. It seems I'm going through trail after trail and I'm not passing. I want to go home to the Lord now and just put head in his lap. I dislike living here in this world. It hasn't been good for me here.
Hi
I haven't read all the prayers yet. I would like to say thank-you to everyone. I am so numb now. I have been taken over the counter sleeping pills and sleeping. My son keeps checking to see if I'm ok. My doctor wants me to stop taking the sleeping pills. I can't. My son brought me a plate home from his friend's house for Thanksgiving. I had to lie so that he would eat the plate of food the next day. Because I don't have money for food. I also had to let him go to his friend's house the rest of the time he was out of school, so that he can eat and try and wash some of his clothes for school. I don't have money to wash our clothes or buy soap. I called food closets and left messages and got no return calls. I wash up myself with baking soda and shampoo. I don't have money for soap, tissue or even bread. I have asked a few people if I could borrow some money for food and as soon as I get a job. I promise I would pay them back. I am willing to sign papers so that me and my son don't have to live like this. I have a few things I can pawn so I'm going to try and pawn some things. I feel less than a mother. When I see people throwing things out in the trash cans. I want so bad to wait for night to hurry up and come so I can go check the bags. I don't know what to do anymore. I have called the temp job agencies and begged for a job. They tell me nothing has come in yet. Someone in my apartment thought to have fun with me and my son. They ordered a pizza from Pappa John's and had it to come to our apartment for George. It smelted so good. I asked her was it paid for and the lady said no. But, I let her know that no George lived here. So she left. I just don't know anymore. My son don't need to live like this with me.
Hi Everyone,
I wanted to say thank-you for the candles and all the prayers. I had some one come all the way from Va and take me grocery shopping today. I got some food, everyone I got some food. I was also given a love offering of 400.00 dollars. I will use this money to help on my rent. Thank-you Jesus and I say this with thanksgiving in my heart. She also gave me some money to wash my clothes and my son's clothes. Everyone isn't God alright. I don't have my job yet but I know it's on it's way along with my car. I just came in the house and I had to write to everyone and tell you what God has done for me and my son. I can't not say thank-you enough. I am so grateful. I'm so grateful. Please please continue to pray for me and my son, I will pray for you too. Thank-you God
Hello Everyone,
I wanted to share this news with my
pray about family first. My son saw me talking a lot of sleeping pills. He asked me not to leave him and he asked me to stop taking sleeping pills. I had tears in my eyes. My son said that when he gets big he's going to see that I don't go without. I have been a basket case. Also I applied for some jobs in civil service I made the lists as one of the qualified candiates. Please pray with me that I get the highest paid position. The lady that is suppose to give me the car hasn't given me the car yet. Her and her husband have 5 cars just sitting in their yard and with car that she's talking about giving me makes 6 cars in their yard. So please please can you pray with me to get the highest paying job and pray that it will come soon. Also I'm ask that you pray for me with this car issue. Even though my son didn't make the basketball team. The coach let him be on the practice team. He has to walk from school to come home. The school is far and he's having to walk at night. So please please pray with me.
Hello Everyone,
My rent still isn't paid yet. Please pray that my rent gets paid. Please please pray for me to get the highest paid job I applied for please, Also could you pray that I would get a car soon, please. I don't money to pay for taxi it cost me 40.00 to go and come back. So please please pray for me. Everyone thank-you again. If I had a thousand tongues I couldn't sat thank-you enough.
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!!!
I'm so scared. Please Please I don't to be homeless. I have been calling around for help on my rent and still I got no help. I called the person that's going to give me a car they are talking about another 2 months. I have put in for jobs. I am on the register for 3 jobs. But I haven't heard anything yet. Please Please pray for me.Please pray that my rent get paid so that my son and I don't have to live on the street . Please pray that the guy who has the car and fixing it that it will be ready much sooner than 2 months.Please pray that I get the job with the most money. God help me please, God help me please. Please pray for me I don't know what to do. I'm scared now. I'm so scared. I don't know what to do.
IT'S THE 4TH AND RENT IS NOT PAID AND NO JOB IN SIGHT...NO GOOD NEWS...
I have contacted Jewish Church Groups, the Eastern Stars, shealters, with no help. I have been praying so much that I fall on my face praying. My son is looking at me in disappoitment. I had to take more of my medication for depression. I have not gotten any help. Yes, I have placed my trust in God. I'm letting my son go to be with his father for Christmas. My son asked me am I going to put a Christmas tree up and was I going to decorate? No, I'm not. But, I want him to have a good Christmas. Don't worry about me. Alway remember I Love You. If his father can give him a better Christmas. I want him to be with him. I'm just sick at myself. I can't stand to look at myself in a mirror. I'm disappointmented in myself. He/ my son has to walk home and the weather is 39 and below. No one even offers him a ride home from basket ball practice. I did call and ask about the car and they are saying 2 more months. Nothing good is coming for us. I have called the temp (job) agencies for a job. They just updated my availability and said nothing has come in yet. Everyone said Christmas December is the month where everyone helps you. I asked another person for some help this person I knew that had the money. They told me they might and then avoid my phone calls and my e-mails. They are refusing everything from me. I'm really starting to feel as though I'm not suppose to be here anymore really. I mean there's no good news no where none. I just took some more medication to help me feel a little better. I have to go now.
I'M AT HOME WORRYING ABOUT MY SITUATIONS
I still have no job. I have no offer for one either. My son and I still are doing bad. I have not recieved unempolyment yet either. I have heard that the car is suppose to take another 2 months. God what have I done to deserve this? Please help me God please help me. I don't know what to do or where to go. Please help me please! I have applied for Civil Service Job again too. I figured since I was applying for unempolyment and applying for Civil service job and made the register for a few of the jobs that I would get a job instaed of getting unempolyment. But I have recieved unempolyment either. Please help me Lord. Please help me! I don't know what to do.
My RENT GOT PAID ALL EXCEPT FOR 40.00. I WON'T COMPLAIN...
PLEASE HELP ME! I'M SCARED AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO...I JUST FOUND OUT ABOUT A FRIEND DYING SHE WAS TIRED AND SHE GAVE UP HEALTH WISE. I'M JUST TIRED NOW. I DON'T FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS WORTH ANYTHING. STILL NO JOB AND THE FOOD IS LIMITED AGAIN. PLEASE PLEASE SOMEBODY TELL ME WHAT TO DO. I'M TAKING MORE OF MY ANTIDEPRESSION MEDICATION. SO THAT I WON'T TRY TO HURT MYSELF. I'M TRYING TO HAVE GOOD THOUGHTS AND PRAY REGULARLY. BUT, THERE'S A LOT OF PAIN IN MY LIFE. THERE'S SO MUCH PAIN. I HATE BEENING AWOKE. OH GOD PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME PLEASE HELP ME GOD PLEASE!!!!
PLEASE GOD FORGIVE ME OF ALL MY SINS. I HAVE DONE ANYTHING THAT WAS AND IS WRONG IN YOUR EYES. I BEG FOR FOR YOUR FORGIVENESS OF ALL MY SINS. PLEASE FORGIVE ME. DEAR HEAVENLY FATHER I AM TRUELY SORRY PLEASE FOR GIVE ME FOR ALL MY WRONG.
12/16/07 UPDATE
I'm still hanging in here. I'm filling out paper work for Social Social and I'm going to send it in. I'm praying I will get the help I so desperately need. I' m working at a temp job now. I'm just praying that I will get another job that is permantely and paying good money. I also have someone that has a car. I ask that eveyone pray for me that this car will becomes mine, please. I had someone to buy me and my son some food Friday. I'm so grateful. Please please please pray that I'm able to get the car and a nice job please. Thank everyone one for your prayers and your candles. If I had a thousand tongues I can't thank everyone enough for your support. God bless everyone of you. Know that I'm praying for you too. I'm asking God to stand in the gap for you too in your situations and circumstances. Again thank-you and God's speed to you all.
UPDATE I have an appointment with Social Services on Monday. I have also have a temp job at this doctor's office. I will let you know more as it happens. My son has been asking friends for food. I let him go visit his father so that he would have a Christmas. For Christmas it was ok for me. I ate Oatmeal and egg sandwhiches. I lived to see Christmas and I didn't feel that I would live to see the New Year. I'm still on medication and I'm doing ok. My son has called me several times from his father's. He had a good Christmas and that's all that's important to me is my son. I'm praying for a good permantent job and a car. I'm walking liking crazy and I hurt a lot but, I know it's for my best. I just don't want to get raped or hurt concerning the hours I have to walk and no ones up really but me and the people I see when I walk. But, through it all I'm doing good. Thank everyone for the prayer and the candles. I appreciate you all so very much. Thank-you all so very much.
HAPPY NEW YEAR PRAY ABOUT FAMILY, FRIENDS AND PRAYER WARRIORS. I wanted to say thank-you so much for your prayers and candles. I went to Social Services on the 31 December and I got a worker who seems as though she's going to help me. I went to my temp job after my meeting at Social Services. There was a message left on my phone when I got home. I also have a Job Interview in DC on the 4th of January. I just want to say thank-you to God first for loving me even in my mess and for when I let go of his hand. He stool by my side and waited patiently for me to put my hand back into his hand. God never left me even when I wanted to leave him. I give all the honor and the glory to God for not turning his back on me. I feel as though 2008 is going to be my year. I'm claiming it. Financial I'm still claiming for my rent for this month,bills and the car. It's a wonderful feeling to know that God has my back and to know that my back is truely covered.