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Daddy Please keep Angel with you intil I get to come home.

Many Tears as I long for My precious, beautiful, smart Angel. My 9 Year old Shitzu (Angel) passed away yesterday in my Husbands arms. I had been up with her for almost 24 hours. I had just let her hold her and he came in the restroom with her and said shes gone. I know some people dont understand why we feel the way we do about animals, But let me explain what she was to us. 9 Years ago my Daddy passed away, This was so devasting to the whole family. My daughter Kaden was 6 years old and My Daddy loved her so much. The did alot together. She was the first grandchild, and his little girls daughter. I was so close to my Daddy and I went into a very bad depression after he died. My Mom took my daughter and me to buy Kaden a puppy for her b-day, She was the runt and a little black and white fur ball. But she had a little teddy bear she had her head laying on. The owner said she sleeped like that every night. When Kaden seen her out of 6 other puppies, she said I want her. That is when the Journey of having such a joy in our lives began. Angel was sooooooooo smart and could talk to us. Well after I taught her how to bark and growl and potty train. She was a chewing terror, but as she got older, she stopped and became the best dog in the world.... 5 days ago Our abanded puppy Mia got very sick and we thought she may die, I did post about her. Well God heard all of Our prayers and she is fine. I now know why he left her here because he knew Angel was coming home soon. This is tearing me up and I miss her already so much... My daughter now 15 is very upset and bitter, she said it isnt fair, I have tried to help her to understand, But she will have nothing to do with what I am telling her. I pray for her to please have the Angels comfort her.
We had to pay for both dogs treatments at the vets, so now we cant pay the mortage &lot rent, so we will have to move again. This is going to kill my daughter, she has lossed so much already and now may have to move somewhere else and not have her friends and her school (freshman). I know in my heart that God has a plan for us and everything happens for a reason. Everything and we will be okay. We are in His Hands. But trying to tell a 15 year old who doesnt understand this and has alot of unanswered questions on it all. I have prayed and talked to her about it but she just keeps saying how do you know? I reply FAITH
Please Prayer Family help by praying for us to either get the money to pay the mortage/lot rent or we find a safe suitable home/apt for us to live happily. I have called around to the housing programs for assists and there is a 2-3 year waiting list. I can afford an apartment / house for rent at about $700 a month max, but see everyone does a credit check. I have a mortage thats going to go into foreclosure and a enviction in the mobile home park soon. If I could find one who either doesnt check credit, or when I get my check and its before it all goes on record. I have just prayed for this and trust in God to help this problem disappear. Its in his hands..... But the power of pray is very strong so I ask that you please pray for us all.
I Love all of you and thank you for all the love, candles, prays, concerns, much appreciated...... I will continue to pray for you all, God Bless And Lots of Love Linda

Dear Heavenly Father and Precious Lord Jesus, I ask that you please intervene with the evil that is trying so hard to bring this family down.... If he thinks he can break us he CANT!!!!! I have you in my heart and only you do I trust. I put my family in your hands and I have faith that your will, Will be done.... I know you said that if two or more pray for something that it WILL be granted. I ask that we please find a home for us to be happy in, or get to stay in the one I have been paying for. Please be with us and guide us down the right road.... Thank you for Mia, for I now know why you left her here. Thank you for the 9 lucky years with our precious Angel, I will miss her sooooo much, but she is home and I know my Daddy is with her. That is comfort for me. Please help my precious Daughter as things seem to be crashing down on her. Well they are on all of us, but she doesnt understand that you will provide and care for us. I have all of the Faith in the world that we are on the right road and you have already helped us threw the obstacles in the road and I am sure there will be more, but evil cant win with this family.... I Ask That In The Name Of Jesus, "Evil leave this family and never return" For This Family Belongs To The Lord Jesus Christ, and know harm can come to us..... I Ask This In Your Precious Names, Amen

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Update - 3 months ago:

First pic is Mia when she was left on door. Second pic is of My Special Dog Angel and My Husband Sean
Third Pic is of my Daughter Kaden Isnt she just beautiful. Please pray for her to get through this. Much Love Linda

Update - 3 months ago:

My daughter is very angry, her and my Husband got into a big fight today. Evil is trying so hard to take over my family. I wont let it. I ask that you please pray for them to not let evil take them over.
Dear Heavenly Father and Precious Lord Jesus, I Ask that you please cast out the evil that is trying so hard to take over this family. I Ask In The Name Of Jesus, "Evil get out of my house and never return. YOU are NOT welcome here. This is the House Of The Lord and You arent welcome EVER in my home.
Lord I ask That you Please find a way to get to my daughters heart and make her understand. Help her to know how much her father loves her. He hasnt been there very much and he has done alot of bad things, But he is trying to turn his life around to be the Father she needs. Help us to find a home for us to be happy, or let us find the way to keep this one. My children dont want to move again. But if it is Your will, Then it Will Be Done.... I know that you are guiding us down the right path for our family, It will be what is the plan for us.... I have faith that you will proveal in this and the evil will live this home. I Ask This In Your Precious Names, Amen

Update - 3 months ago:

Thank You all for the Powerful Prayers for today has been so much better. My Daughter finally has came out of her room and has been back to her almost normal self. I had a talk with her and she even said this " Mom I really dont want to move away from my school district and from my friends, But I am hopeing and praying we will find something here. But if not I know since you reminded me that next year I will have my liecence and I can drive to see them and you can take me to see them this year and I can drive with my permit. I had reassured her I would do all I could to find something here, But if not, I would not go to far from the family. So it would be close enough to call and drive. She even has talked to her Dad alittle today. She is still hurting about Angel and having to move and Her Father. She has some hurt, and boxed up feelings about what he has done to this family or what he hasnt done. But she will work through them and I will try to help her. Hopefully he will prove to her he is done with that life and is ready to be the Father, Husband he is suppose to be. We did go to a meeting yesterday, and today he seems okay. I know the stress of yesterday and having to move and guilt and so on is getting to him and I pray he is strong and fights it. Stress and worry is not good for a recovering addict. But if he puts it all in Gods hands he will come out of this a better person and much happier. I am doing that and not worring to much about finding a place. I am going out tomorrow to look, so could you please pray that God guides us to the right one. I truly believe this happening for a reason and its his plan in the works. I think thats why I am not freaking out over this. I turned it over to him, he will not let me down. Nor will he let my family live in a motel or on the streets. That is not his plan I am sure. Anyway I have been praying for you all daily, and I send you all Love and Hugs And Kisses, God Bless, Linda

Update - 2 months ago:

Thank You Sweet And Powerful Lord and Father, For having me find the home I knew you would guide me too.
It is perfect for us all and in a country town, very peaceful. I have a very nice Church right there where I can walk to. I Just know this is the one. Thank You for hearing my prayers and helping me to find this. I know I am not there yet and I need to be cautious, But in my heart I know this is a gift from you.... Thank You... I also Thank you for helping my beautiful Daughter be happy about this and for coming out of the depression and anger she had. This will make her happy, for she even is ready to leave her school and attend this one in the middle of the year. She has her best friend who lives, about half a mile away from where we will be living. I know you know all of this, But I feel so blessed by you today and I just know this is you will, being done for this family. I seen a person I love very much and care for so much tonight at the AA meeting. Thank You for that and please be with her Lord for she is on the wrong path and hopefully tonight will guide her back to the right path. Please watch over her and protect her. I also foundnt out about someone from my past a brother of my teenage boyfriend past away. This sadden me sooo. For his brother also past away many years ago at 20 years old. I spent alot of my teen years with these boys and I cared about them both a great deal. I would like to ask that you send the Comfort Angels to their Mother and family. They are great people and to lose both sons like they did is so heartbreaking. Please God Bless Those boys souls and I hope that they are at peace. I ask that this house will be ours on the 25th of the month and nothing happens and we dont get. I am not going to look for anything else, I just know this will be our home soon... I feel it in my heart. " Its you who has guided me here" I Love You and Thank You for all you have done for me and my family and all the blessings and miracles. Thank you for being my Savior and for your sacrifices for us all to be forgiven for our sins and have enternal life. I Ask This and Pray for In Your Precious Names, Amen....
Dear Prayer Family, Thank You For your prayers for me and my family..... Its SOOO Powerful, and always gets answered to his will. I Thank and Love You All. I will be praying for you all, I Send You All Love, Hugs and Kisses, God Bless, Linda

Update - 2 months ago:

I have a very interesting story for you My Prayer Family, I went to Church Sunday, With My Christian Aunt. I had never been to this Church, and My Aunt has only been going for a month or so. I had alot of things on my heart. But only the Lord knew this. The Pastor asked a few of his people to come up and then for people who needed prayer. I walked up. I was standing with about 25 people I didnt know, But this where my Brothers and Sister in Christ. I bowed my head and began crting and praying. I felt a few hands on me and people praying, then a womens voice prayed in my ear. She said " The Lord told me that you are in finacial problems and relationship problems and I must tell you that you cant interfer in his doings. I cant be the Mother who tries to fix and control it all. I need to let him take control. Then she prayed for me to have strength and trust and that he loved me so much and it will all come out for the better. But I must help him by not getting in his way, know matter what happens. I looked up and it was this beautiful women and she hugged me and asked me my name and prayed alittle more and then went on. Then this other man came over and said The Lord has a light over your head that drew me to you. I am a pastor in work and I feel that you long for you Dad who is not with you anymore. That God said he is here for me, and I can look to him for the answers and climb in his lap anytime to get a hug. I began to cry very hard. He asked if he could pray for me. So he did. I was so touched by this, inspired, for there is no way these people knew this about me. Only God and The Lord knew, so he sent his people to let me know he hears me and he is doing His Will, for my family. Well later on while the Pastor was praying and giving his surmon, he refered to his wife, guess who she was, The beautiful Women who had prayed for me. We did a ribbon ceremony for gatherness of all as one. So I walked up to her and tied it to her wrist and hugged her. She said God loves you and so do I. Then guess who said the last prayer, The man who had come to me and prayed. He is getting his Pastor license. This was so special to me that I wanted to share with you all.
Dear Heavenly Father and Precious Lord Jesus, I want to Thank You for Sunday, for the beautiful messages I got. Also for all the Love, Trust , Faith, Security. I am so Blessed to have you in my life and in my heart. This is a cruel world and I cant make it here without you.
I ask that this house you sent me to. Be ours when the end of the month comes. I trust you, I know it will be. You would never forsake me or let us down. You would never let us be homeless. I know what you were saying about me being a Mother and not trying to interfer know matter what. This is about my Husband. I will try with all my might to not interfer with your Will for him. I do Love him sooo
But he has to beat this evil addiction on his own. I need to know if he does not and begins again, Do I continue to support him and let it happen, when I promised myself and children I would not? I know you will give me that answer if it happens. I truly believe that he will beat this, as long as he doesnt turn away from you. I know it is the only way anyone can beat evil. You are so much more powerful than evil. I will not, I WILL NOT ALLOW evil INTO MY HOME EVER. MY HOME AND HEART BELONGS TO THE LORD JESUS CHRIST AND THE FATHER AND HIS HOLY SPIRIT. AMEN
PRAISE JESUS!!!!!!!!!! Thank you for being my Savior and for all the sacrifices you have gave for us to be forgiven for our sins and have enternal life.... THANK YOU SWEET JESUS...
I need you to be in that court room when the trial day comes for my Medicaid and let that judge see the pain and suffering I have had and am still in. I need that medical ins. and let the goverment set a trial date for my SSDI soon. Also Please be in that room with that judge for that is for my family to be able to live. I Ask That You Please watch over my family, protect us from all evil,fear and bad health and keep us for all of harms way. Bless this family. I Ask That You Please watch over my Brother and Sisters on the site, Hear their prayers and mine for them. Some need immediate attention and I pray harder for them and you know who they are. I Thank You for the site, it is my comfort place, Please dont let anything happen to it. evil was trying to stop us from praying, because its so powerful, Well To Bad evil, We Have The Good Lord On Our Side and We Will Prevail Always.... Amen, Amen,Amen. I Ask That you please continue to give me the strength, patience, faith, courage, to continue to let YOU take the wheel and I dont need to worry about moving out of my home,because this is your WILL, Being Done... I am suppose to move on to better things.... I will not doubt You....
Please continue to guide me, coach me, lead me. I am listening with my ears wide open.... I Love You.... I Ask This and Pray This In Your Precious Names, Amen, Amen
Prayer Family, Could you please help me by praying that the home I need, will be ready and mine when its time for me to leave. The man I spoke to(Paul) said on the 15 th is when they go to court. If it came up before that he would call. I really want to call him to make sure I still can have. But I know I should be patient. He said he would call me. I must trust in what the man told me and he did say he would call and I could have the place. I need to trust him. Just alittle fear, I will pray for The Lord to take it away.... Anxiety setting in....I really had a terrible morning, it really scared me. I have been feeling very bad lately. My legs have been acheing more than usual, and in a different way. My arms and ankles too. The also fall asleep or go numb. Well this morning around 4 am I woke up to my knee way totally hurt so bad I woke up. I had it bent while I was sleeping and it was totally stuck and hurting to the point of getting sick. I was crying out, only God heard me, believe it or not, children and husband sleep on. I finally got it straight and that almost killed me. I got up to walk and oh how bad did it hurt. My body has been swelling so bad... That causes so much pain too. I am alittle worried that I might have a blockage in my heart that is causing this. I do have a hardering of the arteries diease that I inherited from my Father. It killed him and every first born from as far back as I can go. I caught mine early and have been on cholestorol meds for about 2 years now. Well I quite taking for about past two months, My Doctor wants to test me on my next check up. The meds blood pressure/cholestorol had me feeling bad everyday. The side affects are horrible, and with my injuries, I cant even walk hardly. I pray and thank God that I can still walk, and to please heal me of any bad dieases. I am praying that maybe this is due to the new blood pressure meds he put me on. My husband looked it up. Its all there, so I guess I cant take it either. So do you live with high blood pressure/cholestorol and risk blockage/heartattack/stroke or live with feeling very very bad every day. Today I can barely walk, hurts and swollen. I am just going to pray and go on with the day. Anyway God Bless You All and Lots of Love, Hugs, Kisses, Linda
P.S. Sorry so long, not anyone else to talk to, and I really wanted to tell you all.
also that I love you and am praying for you all and Thank you for all your prayers for me and my family.

Update - 2 months ago:

Thank You So Much Sweet Jesus for making me feel so Blessed. I feel like it dont matter how I feel, I am okay... I am not worried about were we will live, I know you already know what is going to be. I know you will never abandon me nor foesake me, I will not worry, or be afraid, for I have let go and let God. You are in control of this and everything. I truly miss my beautiful Angel, It saddens me Lord, But I know she is with my Daddy, Who I also miss very much. Please tell them for me that I love them so much.... Kiss them for me, and tell Angel, Mommy Loves Her and I will be home soon. I do know they are happy, probably more than anyone here on earth, for its not the best place to be... Home is where the heart is.... Thank You So Much For All The Blessings And Miracles. For forgiving me for all my sins, and being my Savior. I Praise You, I Love You, I will Follow You, I Give You My Body, Heart, Soul, all the days of my life. Please Continue on protecting my family. I Ask In Your Precious Name Jesus, Amen

Update - 2 months ago:

Dear Heavenly Father and Precious Lord Jesus, I need to ask that you please help me to quit getting close to being nervous about what we are doing at the end of this month and to quit doubting this man about the house in Henryville. I know this is the devil/evil trying to make me doubt you and myself. NOT HAPPENING!!!!!! I COMMAND YOU EVIL SPIRITS TO LIVE THIS HOME AND FAMILY AND MY THINKING IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST, THE LORD AND MY ONLY SAVIOR!!!!! YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE, EVER!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS HOME AND FAMILY AND MY THINKING AND BODY AND SOUL BELONG TO THE LORD JESUS CHRIST, MY FATHER OUR GOD AND THE HOLY SPIRIT, SO I COMMAND YOU TO LEAVE........ woooooh that felt so good....... I should of added that he needs to quit trying to bring me down by making my body in such bad shape. I ask you precious Father, please lay you wonderful, beautiful, loving, powerful, healing hands on my body. Please take the swelling, fluid, ache in legs and feet,and the terrible pain and cramping up muscles and bones and numbness. Also the high blood pressure to come back down to normal. I ask the you please ease my mind about this moving, have the man (Paul) call and say its time to get ready to move. This would make all of our day/year. I know this is your doings about leaving our home and starting all over on your new journey for us. I am ready, I follow you. I know your will, Will be done for this family. I know You would never forsake us or abandon us. Thank you and Please continue to protect and guide this family, from all evil and fear and bad health and keep us out of harms way. Please help my children to grow up to be beautiful and smart and have good health and achieve the goal and dreams and be very successful at them. Thank you for forgiving me for my sins, please forgive me for my sins. Thank you for giveing your love and life so that all of us can be forgiven for our sins and have enternal life. Thank you for being our one and only Savior. I Love You, I will follow you, I give my life, body and soul to you. Please watch over and protect all my family that includes the prayabout family. Heal the sick and dying-peace and entrance home, homeless-shelter, hungry-food, addicts-life with out addiction, sad or hurt souls-comfort, lost-guidest and direction. You truly our a blesing to us all. Please Bless all of us . In Your Precious Names, I Pray
Amen, Amen
Prayer Family, I love all of you and this is my Thank You for always being here for me to pull me up and praying for me and my family, I Love You all and God Bless...
Linda

Update - 2 months ago:

Today is not been good day so far, I woke up having trouble breathing, but I am better now. I was alittle frighten because of all the fluid I have and then have tightness in my chest and have trouble breathing. It feel like congestion is building up, like a cold. I am sure that is all it is. I have been talking to my mortage company about the things going on about my home, well they are investigating the company. I was told I might get to keep my home. But I have given this all to The Lord. He will have me where we are suppose to be. He has a journey for us and that may include moving from our home to another location. I should hear something today... Then I will call the other guy (Paul at the other location. My Husband Sean started back to work today, he and I am very nervous. He went back to painting. Its a good paying job, but as you know, drugd and alcohol, painting go hand and hand. I trust in The Lord to help him make the right decissions and as long as he looks for guidest for him, he should be just fine. I am asking you Dear Prayabout family to please pray for me and my Husband(Sean) and our children. I thank all of you in advance and I love you all..... God Bless and Have a Wonderful and Blessed Day/Year, Lots of Love Linda
Dear Heavenly Father And Precious Lord Jesus, I ask that you please guide Sean today and everyday, Help him today as for he just went back to work. I trust in You Lord, that you will stay in his heart and mind today and give him the energy and strength to do his job well, and to give him the strength to stay away for the drugs. Bless him today and make us all, including himself very proud of him. This diease is a day by day fight and as long as he gives this to you he will beat it everyday. Please give him the strength and wisdom to know if it is to much for him and for him to come home. I know he is doing this because we need the money, but his health and wellbeing is much more important. As for me, I am not frighten anymore, because I know I have you in my heart, so know matter what happens I will be okay. But I do pray that you please lay your beautiful, divine healing hand on me and take the swelling and pains away. Please watch over and protect this family from all fear, evil, bad health, and from any harm that may come our way. Please help my children to grow up to be beautiful and health and smart people. To achieve the goals and dreams they and be very successful at what they may be. To always have a Angel with them to guide the down the right paths and give them direction. I thank you for all that you do for us all. I give you all my body, spirt, soul, love. I Love You. Thank you for loving us all so much that you sacrificed your own life so that we all could be forgiven for our sins and have enternal life. That is the most wonderful and Blessed gift anyone could have been given. Thank You for being my Savior. Please Lord forgive me from my sins. Thank you for given me love, security, faith, trust, strength, hope, and power over evil. Thank you for all of my Blessings and Miracles, and for The unconditional love. Father, Thank You for Your Son, Our Savior and for Your Uncondional Love and Your Blessings.
Thank you and please protect my family at Prayabout, for they are truely a gift to me. I love them all. Please Protect and Bless all the children in the world. I Ask This All In The Name Of Jesus Christ Our Lord And Savior, Amen
May God Bless Us ALL!!!!!!!
Lots of Love Linda

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FaithinGod
FaithinGod New Mexico

Hi Linda: Just thought I would check in and see you are doing. I pray that the Lord is working in your life and that you are happy and I pray all is well with you and your family. Have a blessed day my friend.

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Lord reach down from heaven and touch your child. Bring them peace, health, love, strength, and comfort. In Jesus' name I pray

lst123 - 2 months ago: Thank You so much, I do need all of what you have prayed for. God Bless, Linda
mr_dan2
mr_dan2 NM

Lord God I pray for Linda, You have blessed this good woman with finances, good health and a very positive attitude in a very demanding job. I ask that you heal her and bless her that she be in her heart the woman who was so happy and blessed. Deliver her from all her afflictions. And give her Your blessings once again. Through Christ our Lord Amen!! You know Linda, there was this guy who was in a auto accident. He was pretty messed up and was taken to the hospital. His neck was damaged in the crash. The doctor could not administer any anesthisia because they needed to know if he felt anything. To make sure his spinal cord had not been damaged. The doctors eyes were so filled with the desire to cause pain to this guy. Finally when he pressed a certain point the man cried out in pain. The doctor ws so happy for the man's pain. ....Which can tell us something about our pain here in this life. Spiritual pain. The pain of concern for our salvation, for our journey towards the prize. God presses certain areas of our lives and sees that we do feel pain. To be alive we must feel physical pain. To be spiritually alive we feel spiritual pain and even though we think that it is a bad thing , it is not nessesarily. God through the pains of our human spirit knows whether or not we are spiritually sound. I pray for Gods blessings upon you and pray that all will be well with you. God bless you Linda, Love , hugggs, and kisses to you too. Dan

lst123 - 2 months ago: THANK YOU SO MUCH, I LOVE YOU AND REALLY DO THINK THE WORLD OF YOU. YOU ARE A GREAT PERSON AND MAN. GOS BLESS YOU FOR SUCH WONDERFUL CARDS AND PRAYERS AND JUST SOME OF THE TOUCHING THINGS YOU SAY. THEY REALLY TOUCH MY HEART.... I AM NOT IN VERY GOOD HEALTH TODAY, THAT IS WHY THIS IS IN ALL CAPS. I AM HAVING DOULBLE VISION AS I TYPE AND I REALLY AM FEELING VERY POOR... PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR NOT WRITING YOU SOONER FOR I DO HAVE ALOT TO TELL YOU FROM THE PAST FEW DAYS, BUT I CANT HARDLY TYPE. I DID TELL ALITTLE IN MY UPDATE, PLEASE PRAY FOR US. I HAVE TO GO FOR NOW, REALLY FEELING BAD... BE BACK SOON, GOD BLESS AND HAVE A BLESSED DAY. LOVE LINDA
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coffeejams53 Georgia

God bless you, Linda, for your beautiful words and prayer for Leni & I. OH YES, He moves mountains for us and I am in my glory that He has brought her back to me - even if it's only to talk with me....I know He will continue to work on Leni WITHOUT this couple....in His time! I'm so sorry to hear that Shawn hasn't been anywhere around. You must feel heartbroken. It's so hard to love someone and not hear from them. TRUST ME, I KNOW - right there with you, Linda! Love you loads! Joyce

Dear Father - Please bless my sister, Linda, that she may find the peace, happiness, good health (free of pain) and love that she deserves through Your divine interventions. Bring her and her family to find the home of their dreams through Your guidance and support of Your children! In Jesus' name I pray. Amen

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Dear Linda, I pray for your entire family. You havea great family. Along with Angel. Father in Heaven, we give you thanks and praise that You will not leave us or forsake us. You will not put us through trials that we cannot overcome. Only trials that are common to man.And with every trial you provide an escape. I ask that you bless Linda with all she and her family needs and that you bless this wonderful Child Kaden. Bless all of them with your mighty guidiance and presense. In the Name of Jesus Christ I pray AMEN!!.......Linda, rent the place before the forclosure. It takes time for the credit beaureus get the information . I pray that Goid bless you financially and that your credit won't suffer. Do not worry. Credit companies can be convinced to take less amounts rather than get paid nothing. Talk to them with your offer after sending them a copy of the income coming in and the payments you have to pay. God bless you Linda. Dan

lst123 - 2 months ago: Thank Dan, I am not worried about this, I really have just "Let go and Let God" I use to be so depressed all the time. I use to let every crisis make me a nervous wreck. I just dont do that anymore. One its not good for my health and two, what is the point.... I foundnt out if I just Let him have it then its not mine to worry about anymore. As for credit check or credit in general, well I have the worse of anyone I know. Mostly Medical. But I am planning on fileing bankruptcy when I get my SSDI. I will at least be able to start over. It may be on me for 7 years, but it will be a new start. Just like the new journey I am on. I am going to call the guy for the house on Mon. That is when he said he goes to court for the evictions. He said if they moved out before then he would call me. I told him about all this and he still is letting me have it, so he said. I wouldnt have to have a credit check. He was very kind and was very impressed with me telling him the truth from the beginning. He also knew about how things are here. He had heard many of stories. This is know to almost this whole town. But know one has done anything about it. I am just hopeing and trusting that this man (Paul) is really telling me the truth. I honestly believe it was the Lord who help us find this place and the man. Please keep praying for us, prayer are so powerful. Is there anything you would like for me to pray for you or your family about? Well besides what I already do. Something special? I would love to be able to do that for you. Well I havent heard from Carmen today, I hope she is well... I really do care very much for her. I really am going to miss Sister Becky, she is such an inspiration for me and everyone. But I am so happy for her, she gets to do what she loves, caring for someone especially her Mom. My Daughter Kaden is doing much better. My Son is having alot of problems. He has ADHD and BI-Polar and he is 12 years old. I have him in counseling and his see a Psyciatrist. He is on a small dose of meds. The are helping,but not with his anger issues. He got into a fight with a friend of his yesterday at school. He has never been violent, But he likes this little girl and his friend was trying to take her away from him. The so called friend told him stuff and was being very agravating, so Braun said stop or I will lose it on you basically. Well he did, and this was so surprising and upsetting to me. I has to go him and he got suspended from school for 3 days and cant return intil he sees his counselor. I made a appointment right away. He was so heart broken or this little girl and then by his friend. I just cant understand at 12 years old how much he really likes this girl. She lives 2 houses down and just moved here about a month ago. She is going to be one of those little girls who causes alot of fighting between boys, friends. She is a pretty little thing, and new, so I guess thats why. Braun was the first one she liked and his first girlfriend (So to speak) they dont understand what this is really. I had a talk with him and he just cryed. My heart is breaking for him. I really hope he gets over this soon and he doesnt get into anymore trouble. This has been a good year for him intil yesterday. Last year he was in trouble every week. His attitude was horrible, so thats why I took him to the counseling place and foundnt out he had ADHD and BI-polar. I think I already new, but was afraid to face it. He has had a bad attitude and anger issues since about the age of 6 or 7. Then he started back talking and agruing with Adults, so on. But I was afraid of the meds. they give these kids. He on one that is not like the others, Its non stimulant. It has helped him alot, but it didnt help yesterday. Their is no pill going to control anger or behavioral problems. He has to learn to control that and thats what counciling does. I also foundnt out that their is $875 of back taxes on this home in my name. This house set here for a whole year before I bought it. They didnt pay the taxes. They sold me this home and mortage company with back taxes owed. Its illegal, and I foundnt out this women also has done to alot of people back here. I contacted some people and now I am having her and the company investigated. She is preying on Low-income families and doing alot of illegal things. Just like she did on my home loan and alot of other things. This is why I will not be paying one more cent for her to just take my home from me. Its time to move on. I am not having her investigated for me, but for all the poor people she has destroyed their lives and children too. For most of them they paid for something that is very old and couldnt afford to move so they have nothing. She just takes and preys on another and does it over and over again. This just breaks my heart for us all, and I know that God is watching her and he will see that she will get what is to come for her. I have been trying not to let all of this bother me, but I have paid at least $35,000 dollars on my home already and now I am letting it go, because of her and her company. But I feel that it is what it is and its time to move on down the path of Gods Will. His will, Will be done. Things between me and My Husband are not much better, he is still well today, 65 days so far, but he is so isolated that he is not very good company. I cant interfere with this, God has a plan for him and I cant fix him or stop him. Its his baby..... Thanks so much for listening and I will talk to you soon, God Bless and Lots of Love Linda
mr_dan2 - 2 months ago: Dear Linda, I am sorry to hear that you are having problems with your son. My kid was a terror at 12. I don't know if this is only natural or what. But kids have high and low positions among their peers. My kid wanted to run the entire school. I had a very hard time with him for a couple of years. But now he is about to turn 18 in October. And he is doing better. Oh, MUCH better! He has a girlfriend and is going to college in Janurary. He is studting and his girl tests him on how he is doing. So He has improved a lot. He do not drink or do hard drugs, thank God. He said he smoked some pot the other day. But I warned him that he did not want to get into that cycle. He said he wouldn't. And I guess he has not because I notice when he has smoked. I think that man was impressed with your honesty and truthfulness. I pray that God bless you and for Paul to understand and be blessed by it. As for you praying for me. Please , instead pray for my son to go through his education without problems and that he will not smoke weed. I am thankful to you Linda. And I pray that God will be with you in all you do. He will. You are doing the right thing. Your son will outgrow this times of growing up. Does he sleep well ? Or does he have trouble sleeping or snoring ? I was seeing the other day that kids who did not sleep well were more likely to have behavioral problems. When we snore, we wake up because we stop breathing even if it's for a very small amount of time. Adults fall back asleep but kids will tend to wake up and not sleep well. They have to be taught how to just let their body grow limp and floppy. And to relax. When they start getting hyper. Stop him very gently not yelling at him or such. He can learn to change his behavior. If he's afraid of the dark, put a little nightlight on for hi and tuck him in. All they want is attention,really. I don't think that they even know what they want. Just Love him and Love him some more. God bless you Linda and be blessed. Love you. Dan
SilenceOfHeart

Most Gracious and Loving Father,
Please hear these prayers from your faithful and loving servant. May she be Blessed in all areas of need - physically, emotionally, spiritually, and financially. Please light the way for her and guide her every day. May she feel your presence deep in the center of her very soul. In Jesus Holy Name I pray. AMEN.

lst123 - 2 months ago: Thank You soooooo much my special friend, I did need that at this very moment. I am having some troubles and I need Gods wisdom and guidest on this. I am also not feeling real good and I need his healing on it too. How are you? God Bless You and Your Family and lots of love, Linda
SilenceOfHeart - 2 months ago: I am hanging in there, but awfully busy with family and other issues. But I am so grateful that I have healed physically and feel pretty good. I pray that you will feel better soon. May you feel God with you at all times......
lst123 - 2 months ago: Thank You and I am still praying for you, just missed you and wanted to let you know I was thinking of you. Sending Hugs and Kisses and Lots Of Love your way, God Bless, Linda
SCSunny
SCSunny Dallas NC

Isaiah 43:2,4,18 When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee. 3For I am the LORD thy God,
4Since thou wast precious in my sight, thou hast been honourable, and I have loved thee: therefore will I give men for thee, and people for thy life. 5Fear not: for I am with thee
1 Timothy
7For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.
let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven. Mtt.5:16

Isaiah 45
1Thus saith the LORD to his anointed, to Cyrus, whose right hand I have holden, to subdue nations before him; and I will loose the loins of kings, to open before him the two leaved gates; and the gates shall not be shut; 2I will go before thee, and make the crooked places straight: I will break in pieces the gates of brass, and cut in sunder the bars of iron: 3And I will give thee the treasures of darkness, and hidden riches of secret places, that thou mayest know that I, the LORD, which call thee by thy name, am the God of Israel.

lst123 - 2 months ago: Thank You for The Lovely scriptures I did understand them and the message. God Bless You and Lots of Love, Linda
coffeejams53
coffeejams53 Georgia

Dear Linda - God bless you for leaving a prayer for my daughter and I when you have so much going on in your life. I'm so sorry about you losing your precious baby, Angel. I empathize with you - I have had many animals (dogs and cats) that I loved beyond belief, with all my heart - and they are all like members of the family to me. When I lose one of them, my heart hurts for the longest time and I pray to God for healing of that pain. I do understand how it feels to lose a family pet as this has happened to me too many times. But I love animals so much that I continue to get more to love! God bless you with peace and happiness - your daughter will come to understand....right now, her heart is hurting, too! Love you, my sis! Joyce

Dear Father - I pray collectively with Linda that You heal her mind, body and soul - hear the cries of this woman, Lord, and let her feel Your presence. We praise Your name in all Your Glory for the testimonials to her that You are truly working through people here on earth. Help Linda to feel better about losing her "baby" - it is so hard, Lord, as You know, to lose someone or something that is loved whole heartedly. Bring peace to this woman and her family - help her daughter understand this loss and be with her to help her through it. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen

lst123 - 2 months ago: Many Thanks for your beatuiful prayers, and Love, very much appreciated and needed. Lots Of Love, God Bless, Linda
FaithinGod
FaithinGod New Mexico

"Our Devine Father, your greatness surpasses all understanding and the love I have for you is for eternity. I thank you dear Lord for leading Linda and her family to a new home and I pray that this will also lead to "new" beginnings and that their lives will be renewed and that your light will always shine on them. May you bless them in all areas of their lives. In your most precious son's name, Jesus Christ, I pray."

lst123 - 2 months ago: Thank You My Dearest Friend for such a lovely prayer for me and my family. I truly believe that this is HIS WILL, for me to move on. I will follow him to the journey he is taking me on. How are you doing? I send you lots of love and hugs and kisses. I continue to pray for you my dear friend. God Bless and Lots of Love, Linda
FaithinGod - 2 months ago: Good Morning Linda: Could you pray for my son David Brian this morning, he has been stressed and doesn't know how to handle his problems and he does irrational things. Thank you in advance and God Bless to you, Love FaithinGod
lst123 - 2 months ago: I sure will, I go there in a minute..... I Love You Dear Friend and I would be honored to pray for your Precious Son. Love Linda
Harley Rider

dear soul, my heart just aches so much for you right now. i can't imagine what you're going thru inside. actually -- i can.

i lost my beloved haley a number of years ago. the neighbor punk taunted her with fireworks and got her scared and she jumped the fence and hung herselft on her chain.

it really screwed me up for a number of years! i had nightmares, etc. she was the best dog/friend in the world. so smart and beautiful. it makes my physically ill thinking about it to this very day. i'm nauseous as i re-live it in my mind.

i love my 'kids' that i have now and it would kill me if anything happened to them.

lord be with this family. ease their pain and suffering. provide the means to keep them from having to move or lose their home.

send people who can help them now dear lord. bless them and shine upon them. protect them and ease their pain and troubled minds in jesus name.

i pray that things will get better and that your daughter will not hurt and be affected adversely by everything going on.

i wish there were something that i could do for you my friend, i really do. but as you know -- i too am in the 'dire straights' manner of speaking these days. i am not sure where any money will come from.

i am grateful for what the lord has provided all along, i just wish that my parents hadn't given everything away and sacrificed all they had to help me out.

i want to thank you again for your prayers and kindness. it means a lot to me.

i pray that the depression will lift and that i won't be in constant pain. it seems like any number of things are affecting me. i already have no less than 6 serious diagnoses that are not easily cured/treated. we still need to do testing to see if i have cancer.

god bless you my friend. take care.

lst123 - 2 months ago: Lots of Love Brian, I posted on your site.....
coffeejams53
coffeejams53 Georgia

Dear sweet Linda - I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your precious Angel! They are like our children aren't they? When we lose them, our hearts sink and fill with sadness for time to come. Thank you for checking in on me. Things are quiet for now but I am still praying for Leni to be brought back to our Lord and walk in His light. God is still fighting this battle for me so for now, my heart is at peace. Love, Joyce

Dear Father Almighty - We pray collectively in agreement with Linda's prayer request that You will hear our cries for help loud and clear. We pray that you bring wisdom and knowledge into her daughter's heart so she understands how much her father loves her, needs her and how much he is trying to make up for time past. I pray in agreement as my daughter, too, needs to know that I, her mother, am trying to make things better for our relationship to heal. From one mother for another, I pray that You bring us mercy, forgiveness, salvation, blessings, miracles, and the answer to our prayers! In Jesus' mighty name, I pray. Amen

lst123 - 3 months ago: Thank You and I will continue to pray for you and your family and Leni. I truly believe one day soon she will see the light and come home. God Bless You My Dear Friend and Lots of Love, Linda
coffeejams53 - 3 months ago: Hey, Linda! Thanks so much for your kind words. You are so right - it's time to take care of ME for once. I need the strength and I'm enjoying the peace and quiet without being bashed by Leni. Sounds like the Lord is moving for you too with your daughter. 16 y/o is a difficult age! Actually, 14-18 is! Thank God my son is doing well! He had his "turn" for problems before Leni started up. But he does believe in God and prays all the time. He's a pretty good young man for the most part. Hope he stays in God's path. Yes - I think it will be quite some time before Leni sees the truth of all this. And if not, then it's God's will...and she is the one who has to live her life. As long as she's happy, it's all that will matter in the end. I just pray that God stays with her to protect her from what may lie ahead. It's very hard to let go, but she's 23 and it's TIME. Thanks again for your support and help! I'll keep praying for you, my friend! Love and hugs, Joyce
lst123 - 3 months ago: Your welcome my Dear friend, I will always be there for you as long as I can. Hope your days are filled with Love, and Blessings each and everyday. Lots of Love Linda
petcats

Hi Linda, Well Angel Is Running In God's Gardens No Worry On That. You Know God Is In Control So We May Not Understand All. We Know Of Love All Kinds With Many Joys And Sorrows. But Your Soul Is Strong. So God Will Guide You. May He Bless Your Journey And Light Your Path With Love And Peace Amen. Soulhug And Love, Kathleen

lst123 - 3 months ago: Thank You and May your journey also be Blessed and full of Love and Peace. God Bless, Soulhug and Love, Linda
FaithinGod
FaithinGod New Mexico

Dear Linda: I'm sorry to hear about your little Angel! I know it is tough especially with everything else you are dealing with. I am so glad your faith is strong and it will get you through all of this. When one door shuts, another door will open. I just wanted to let you know my prayers will continue daily for you and your family.

P.S. Your daughter is beautiful!

lst123 - 3 months ago: Thank You and I think she is too, She has been reading her series of books all day. hasnt came out of her room much. How are you doing? I have been thinking of you too. I pray for you and your family. Its sometimes to hard to post, so I just read and cry and then pray. So if I dont post its not cause I didnt see or read its cause I just couldnt type. Or my family is hoging the computer. Lots of Love and God Bless, Linda
memo
memo Los Angeles, CA.

My precious sister, I am so sorry for your loss. I pray that God will wrap his loving arms you and your loved ones and that things get better for you....& I pray that Our Heavenly Father will be your strength and comfort during all the trails which you are facing.
In Jesus Mighty Name I Pray........
AMEN....................

lst123 - 3 months ago: Thank You soooooooooooo Much my beautiful angelic sister, I needed that and I have much faith that this is Gods plan in the works and I just have to sit back and let it happen. My Faith has got me through this all. Well all of you here too. Also thank you for the e-card, I will save because it is so special to me. Yes it made me cry, but in a deep soulhug way. I was going to send you one back, but I need my Husbands help with it and he is eating at the moment. I also want to say thank you for the song (Jesus take the wheel) I read your post and heard that first thing this morning, it helped me so much. I just was having a hard time because my Little Angel wasnt here to follow me to the bathroom, or jump up into my lap and lick me intil I would say thats enough and lay here precious head on my chest and scratch my arm for me to rub her. There is alot I miss. It is going to take time.... As for what is going to happen come Tues. morning, well its in Gods hands and I am not going to worry anymore, as long as I have my Children and My Husband and now just Mia, it doesnt matter where we are, as long as we are together. It is time for me to take time to grieve for my loss and not worry about the rest. Its Gods worries now. Thank you for all. Lots of Love, and Soulhugs, God Bless Linda
memo - 3 months ago: GOD BLESS YOU TOO SWEETHEART... HAVE A BLESSED AND BEAUTIFUL LABOR DAY WEEKEND.. & REMEMBER ANGEL MAY NOT BE WITH YOU PHYSICALLY, BUT I AM SURE THAT SHE APPRECIATES ALL THE LOVE YOU HAVE AND HAD FOR HER...I LOVE YOU TOO SIS..........